One of life's journeys 4: I miss you

Go inside my crystal cave where i cannot hear the words they say.
This place belongs to me
When i need to get away because of present time.
Although i realize that the present is all in time that is fundamentally significant..
Sometimes, current situations of your life get to you
When at times you feel alone, and, or, abeyant.

I miss you
But i can go to a place where you are always there.
A place which is generated by my mind and my heart is the life blood, and there, there is no such this as the existence of fear.
Beat the machine
To be free, to only feel, it is to see the unforseen.

I have had a taste of what is real, and which in all reality of it is surreal.
It is not easy to clasp at all times when you are not here,
But never think for one second that i could ever forget what is real.

The reason in your eyes
Pins me to where i stand
And gives me answer to all why's.
I cannot shift from this space,
The space where i only feel
Whether rapid or laggard be the pace.
Be very clear, and always have faith in the fact that you are the essence of my faith.

You reassure me the mastering of illusion
Because of you, i believe it with every beat of blood that flows in all existence,
Despite any intrusion.

I still miss you.
Music is my medicine, although regardless of dose or cast, i cannot compensate.

I am growing rapidly, like ivy on a trellis at the peak of spring, when buds are blooming and the temperature is comfortable and comforting.

In all, it can be put down to one thing.

In short, this thing is forces much greater than ourselves
Is the greatest forces of ourselves,
And this is who we are.

Sometimes the days are long, but i will never wish them away.
Time in physicality is limited
But i promise you that time in totality of me and you is infinite, through all space and time we are here to stay.
There is not always time in this pane, but forever there is time.
In all time, any time, the present experience is where we should be
To be in the divine state of pure awareness is of articulate sublime.

When i do not understand things, you are my master.
You never fail to clarify for me what i do not understand when i am confused
I cannot explain how much it means to me that i can completely depend on you now, and thereafter.

Although i miss you, i find comfort in my own conspiring gaze of nothingness in the sky,
Yet this is contemplation of infinite scenarios.
I guard this kind of mindfulness with my life, in knowing that through all space and time , eternal is one of a few correct words in you and i.

I am very clear of my path in this life, thanks to your reassurance of which allowed me reclamation of what was once lost.
And i will not stray in any sense of the word
My gratitude is forever giving in absolute of all roads i have crossed.

I miss you so much
Sometimes it is distressing.
Sometimes it is hard, although i rest reassured that you are my grandest of blessings.

Far from the whimsical whirlwind that is composed of lies.
Mindfulness, a blessing, that goes hand in hand with you
The awareness of your existence, instantaneously bestowed upon me 1000's of realizations of which i never knew.
In the brightest hour of my darkest day i realized what was wrong with me
It led me to you
And you got through to me as i got through to you.

How do i tell you that i love you so that the meaning gains mana every time, (and time and time again)?
I do not know
Although i will never fail to try to explain.

Somebody stop me! When i try
to explain,
But i could never explain
But ask, and i will tell as good as i can,
Andi believe i can get close, because i am free from refrain, detain and restrain.

So i am now where i am supposed to be..

And i damn effin miss you!!

But i find comfort in knowing that acceptance of the present moment is the path of enlightenment.
I am with you forever, i promise you my love, and you know more than anyone that i mean every word i say.
In the mean time, i miss you, and the present requires confrontment.